and it's telling me that i'm about to win FIRST prize!

and so i tot only girls do that.....

pardon me... but i always thought only girls like to declare themselves to be attached to another girl on fb relationship status. however, i got a real shock when i saw guys do that to guys too... what is wrong with you ppl?

• too lonely huh?

anyways, i'm looking forward to mentoring hoc :D well ... thinking about it....

hey, to have mentoring activities invading my life was perhaps one of the best things ever hit upon me :D teehee

chan tong rian hard phr2 waa chan yaak ca khit khaw thuk wan :D t33 may mii weelaa l33w, phr2 waa chan hay rian weelaa day t33 may hay weelaa hay khaw........

555... lvvm l33w~ chan khit chan rak rian maak kwaa pay khit khaw. tok long!

teehee

Learning thai is fun! you should too! so that, raw phuut phasaa thay kan!

caUse yoU feel like paradise and i need a vacation tonight

haha... i realised that i have so many grammar mistakes on my previous posts... but whatever, i don't give a damn....

people experienced changes when they entered into uni, at first, i shrugged my shoulders but now, i start to see how things have taken a toll.

it cannot be faulted as things turned out this way despite all the grumbles and tears shed for the unsatisfied soul. and so i guess.... let's move on..... and let it go. the harder you tried to catch that something, the darker the panda circles are going to expand its territories.

you know, i'm easily amazed by life. Once you induce stress to a living organism, changes occurred simultaneously as it tries to adapt to the condition. frustrations and grievances are everywhere.... and undeniably, i'm one of the generators too, however, along the way you will see the formation of genuine friendships. Sometimes, small small thing like an encouraging sms served all purposes :D and i wondered, how come people can accumulate so many interesting smses! and if i disseminates it to you, it is because i hope to spread the happiness i attained from the msg to you too :]

it's that simple and innocent with no strings attached.

it's gonna be now or never :D

Pearlyn

Shattered piece of Soul

as i begin this post, i knew some things have changed.

hopefully, it will bring about something positive because i am sick and tired of myself [how can i be less careless? why am i missing out all the details in my life? or am i just too blind? should have checked thoroughly before handing up my homework! - yea, see what i mean... i need a life and get away from ---- SCHOOL!]

!&#&^@*!(#^*!)@_#&@*!&@(*!*$#(!)!_!$^$*)()(#)!#*!_!#*#^*&*!!#)(2Q*#*

I'm a Lost kid

anyways... i've just watched a thai horror movie at like 10pm in the theater and so i guess..... i must be INSANE.

yea.. i know... i'm a little out of box :D and i Love It :D

Sincerely,

P

Passing your strength to help you grow~

> It didn't start out to be a good week but I know, i need to deal with it.

Dwelling in my pathetic mindset has indeed, rampaged my life. I felt that emptiness has set in and hits me real hard. They said, grades aren't everything that matter in life yet sadly, it IS affecting me in every way. In fact, over the years, i have been rather too academic driven which therefore resulted in the formation of my (silent) split personalities. One moment, i could be easily annoyed by an insignificant occurrence while at another moment, performing mind drift.

However, can i be more sensible? Look at what is happening in the world! Just as we thought our life is shitty, how would it feel to be compared to the Japanese, who lost their homes due to the Earthquakes. And how about those in our community? some of them may have experienced trauma in their life yet, they do not give up their life easily. who am i then to compare myself to their situation? shame on me.

What can i possibly lose?

We can't restart our lives and so we want to make our first time right. But, is mistake preventable or inevitable? Or are we overconfident? Is our pride at stake? Could we possibly map out a "prefect" plan? Well, with the education i've been receiving from reading kindaichi, i know for sure that there isn't a way to conduct a prefect plan. (Oh man, i miss kindaichi - 堂本剛の金田一 )

phewwww~~~

一起欣赏经典中的经典

The songs from Kindaichi anime are nice but this particular 3 (to me) were the classics!

*recommendations : Confused memories (always made me confused), boobee magic, sink etc~

Kimi ga iru kara: Because You're Here [Most classical! I mean, it's the 1st OP for Kindaichi so for hardcore fans like me, it is IMPRINTED into my brain! Because *Kindaichi* was Here (throughout my childhood)]

And I esp want to mention this 2nd part of lyrics - みんな、そう　迷子のように　ほんとは生きてて 探してるふりをしながら　ほんとは探されたい - Everyone acts like they're lost. They live pretending to look but only wanting to be found. (thinking in process)
愛はなぜ　この地球にうまれるの？人はなぜ 傷つけるくせに　許されたいの？- Why does love exist in this Earth? Why do people hurt others, but want to be forgiven?

2 persons: 1st ED for the anime! and you can't MISS this because you simply can't! Rie sang this beautifully with her gentle voice. After hearing this song, don't you feel like you are missing that someone special right now? :D

White Page: Gotta say - "THIS IS CLASSIC!" Apart from the 2 mentioned above, this song generates another type of feeling which is - agony. So now, my dear friends let's not waste our time and start making tomorrow a better day! Shall we? :)

ch66n kha?

Sincerely,

Pearlyn : who has too much crap in her mind.....

A Little Secret About Me [Mario Maurer]

Movie is my drug. Watching movies is an action of my addiction.

And watching a damn awesome (in my opinion) movie is like, how the drug has kicked in, relieving my addiction. I don’t know how I should put this feeling into words anymore because this feeling is beyond words. It is probably the kind of feeling I’ve been yearning for, searching for and pursuing for. Haiya.. HOW TO DESCRIBE THIS FEELING?! I’M SO EXCITED ABOUT IT! It’s like….. falling in LOVE! AHHH! YES! That’s the feeling! Falling in love!

I guess I’ve found the reason why I love to watch movies so much. Every good (must be extremely good) movie that I have watched has given me this good feeling. It is a feeling that I want to shout it OUT loud; it is a special moment that I want to share with the whole world and jumps around! I know it might sound crazy! But… I almost forgot this feeling until I found this thai movie called a crazy little thing called love. I'm sure that you have watched a movie before and there are many interesting movies past our eyes but only those that made an impact would continue to leave their special footprint in our sous right [chay may]?

For me.......... My soul is no longer free because I’m trapped in the stories told in the movies and my mind has became the victim in this game. CAN YOU FEEL what I’m FEELING right now?! It’s too overwhelming! The desire to love P’SHONE gets magnified as the movie proceeded. I know it’s a movie. However, I’m dramatic and being me means getting emotional at the wrong time is the way of my life.

Above ARE MY NONSENSES! Hahaha… after typing so much stuff, it would be heartbreaking to delete them all so I shall leave it up there. What I’ve typed above is about my confession to good movies, especially the one that I’ve just finished watching. Honestly, I think Thai movies are awesome. The very first Thai movie that I’ve watched was Beautiful Boxer, and its impact to me was so great that it somehow changed me a little from my past self. This new movie was perhaps my number 5-6 Thai movie but unlike the first that sorta of creates a wooha out of my life, this one nourishes my soul, my well-being as a whole and kept me building castles in the air. In the near future, I might forget the existence of this movie despite claiming all the love received from the movie, but I know tonight I’m gonna place it deep inside my heart. This indulgent and obsession feeling may perhaps robbed my sanity yet indisputably, I felt spiritually contented. And IF my love is wrong, who has the right to judge me?

In the end, the most important fact that stood valid today (in 2 hrs time it would not be valid) is, I’m in LOVE with the movie – P’SHONE [Mario Maurer] > It’s like… how to not like Ashton Kutcher?

Speaking of Mario and Ashton, I think both are talented actors/models and have been through a lot in this entertainment biz with astonishing achievements. Inevitably, I’m very jealous about them not just because they are talented and awesomely hot (oopss hehex), but also because they represent new age men with sense packaged in timeless fashion.

Conclusion (note: this is a conclusion for me and not about the whole silly post)

Mario has opened another door to my inner world. Although the cruel fact is that P’SHONE is just an imaginary figure, he may and (P’SHONE!) will always stay in my mind. (for v v v long period of time before he gets replaced).

Falling love is not that hard, but it’s just a matter of………………………….. khray. (hahaha)

Chan rak thaae, kwaycay may kha? Mario kap P’shone, khray lor kwaa kan kha? Chan ch22p P’Shone, ca khun pen f33n dichan may? Nakrian. :D haha…

Sincerely,

Pearlyn