sometimes, i do hope that i can be a little dishonest about myself and my thoughts but i know i cant because that's not me.
perhaps i can fool the rest, but frankly, who am i kidding with? me, myself full stop.
where is that sustainable energy for my realm of wisdom? hahahahahaha... where where? ive been constantly seeking for it, to strike a balance in life.. or did i accidentally lose it? im insane, and i probably haven't wake up from my dreams...
There are so many things i wanna shout it out loud! Ok! i'm too stress! it is gripping me real hard, like a monster stealing away zzz monster! Most of the time (sternly warn myself) that i have to sleep despite countless reassurances, i just couldnt sleep! consequently, i blame the weather i blame my indecisiveness i can literally put blame on anything but admitting that ive a problem. yes, i have a problem, do you have a problem with that?
And especially at this time of idk why... Pink's music just replay on my mind continuously.... In fact, i realised that i really love her music. Her music doesnt seem to age with time ~~~
maybe?
TOTALLY
STRESSED
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