Monday, July 13, 2015

I dont give a single F..... Finger

Yes, you have heard it and yes you have guessed it

I dont give a single Finger

Some people are weird

I love to surprise people

Though for those people who arent nice to me (intentionally or unintentionally), I would still be nice to them :D
So stop questioning me why i gave less attention to you; because I dont give a single F.
Doesnt mean, being nice to you on the surface means anything to you. i'm sorry, but i seriously mean it.

I still very much like to mingle with people who share similar frequency as me; or else dont blame me for not giving enough attention to you. Cuz hey, the world doesnt stop rotating because of you (winks~)



 

Sunday, May 31, 2015

Full Of Feels



Hello there! It has been a while since my last entry, while I would not say that thus far, things have been smooth sailing, I would dare say that my life roller coaster has put me through time proven tests again and again.

Same type of problem, presented in a different form.

If I have likened a song 10-15 years back, the chances are, I would still love it. I realised that the impact remains potent despite changes in life circumstances, some songs continue to stay relevant; full of feels.


In particular, Lose Yourself by Eminem and Only the One ( 단 한사람) by Yoo Jin.

They are on my auto repeat music list. hehe

I think I'm someone who is really optimistic. I also dont know where does all the strengths came from but i could feel it. :D 

Anyway, just feel like sharing my recent playlist! And BIGBANG's songs (2015) are songs that if you have failed to listen to them, please slapppppp yourself and get yourself exposed to their music now! pali! Ima! Ton ni! xian zai ma shang!
1) Loser
2) Bae Bae
3) Only the One
4) You're so cute Neo Gwiyeop Da
5) Ke Yi Le (Eason Chan)

and Many More, but right now, Top 3 should have bombarded my brain relentlessly! Sometimes, just before I close my eyes, one of them would invade brain quietly but violently. I have nowhere to hide :D
Korean Wave 来势汹汹!魅力无法挡!我的神!
Sometimes, it is tempting to learn Korean you know! So that I could sing them w ease or at the very very least, pronounce them better.

Anyways, 感谢有这些歌陪我。带来的绝对是意想不到的安慰和精神寄托。真的,有些勇气还真的需要另类的东西才能平复我特别的脾气。我感觉,我还是一个很难搞的人。猜不透也不想被人猜透。心思细腻难以捉摸。

是呀,我是水瓶座。

这是个个性独特和脾气古怪的人。头脑灵活、富于广泛的交际才能和独立精神。心胸开阔,思想开放,亦不喜欢受束缚,但有时会显得非常尖锐刻薄。对与一切事物都有想去接触的冲动,喜欢接触新事物,思维敏锐,对金钱方面看待的比较轻。

Peace Out Humans,
P




Monday, January 12, 2015

2015: Make it or Break it. I Choose

忘了是怎么开始
好像就是对你    有一种感觉

是的     好像就是一种感觉。3分钟热度已退
My 2015 started out rocky, in fact, due to the poor foundation set, i was caught in the middle of nowhere. But I am glad, I am seriously counting my blessing in the midst of all the disguises.
I must really say, i owe many people in 2014 to my unprecedented thoughts.
More importantly, i let myself down. really down. I have a total lost of control of my emotions.
Despite all of that, I am still happy. It has brought me closer to the people whom I wanted to.
I would proudly declare that 2014 has helped me filtered many people in my life and I'm glad that it has done me a pretty good favor.

As for now, I am looking forward to 2015.
A brand new chapter for me.
This year, I did something different. haha. i could hardly believe that i actually brought in changes to my own habit. And that is, to write down my new year resolution :)

It is quite an amazing process and i urge you to do that too.

I used to thought that making a new year resolution is kind of a waste of time; no one really sticks to it any way. it was created to be bent (?)

hahaha

Mentally strong people tolerate and embrace change; because change is the constant. the earth will not stop rotating for you; however, if you make a plan and start to focus on that goal, the universe will align it for you.

Jack Ma said it the best. Dont choose to do something that you have no passion for, it will soon burn you out. Choose to do something which you love, and find meaning in it. because during time of adversity, only with passion, enthusiasm and love would you be able to pull through the presented challenges with grace and tenacity.


Anyway, Jack Ma inspires me hell lot. I am gonna, take a few of his teachings and place it close to my heart. Exercise it and excel
No one owes me to succeed. No one would care even; my pride, my story, my life.

I must want it so desperately that i could move heaven and earth to get it.

When friends coined me as an alpha female hahaa, i paused and ponder, i think i can be larger than that.

with that, sky is the limit :)
Time is fair

Each of us has 24 hours to use; it is how we want to put our mind to it and maximize its potential. Because I can, I can.
And I will break down those walls; using my time and youth to not only reach my goal but also to be better than 昨天的我。

不说后悔
昨天已成历史
看向我的目标,FOCUS, 向目标迈进。

Make things Happen :)


Love,
P


And this is how I feel NOW