Tại sao tôi buồn?
không ai sẽ hiểu, nhưng tôi thực sự biết lý do
Ive ask this question many times, god, why must you do this to me even though im sure you did it for a reason. However, regardless how this reason may be, it hurts when im caught off-guarded. Should i be punished for defying your wishes? But I dont know your wishes; i just want to feel certain things at my own pace even if it may not be the best or ideal for me, in fact i was merely setting my foot on something which comforts me during situations which tense me up.
God, where are you when i needed you the most, when i thought youve heard my sorrows and when i thought i was one step closer to you... you put me as secondary... have i disgrace anyone?
At the end of day, i think and will know this absolutely without a doubt - i love you dad :')
He was the one who stood by me when i thought my world has go against me
there are so many things i want to share or want to be heard of but i know it wouldnt be fair for the listener because why burden them when certain things would never cross their lives? Yet, carrying so many secrets on my frail shoulders over the past few years had slowly betrayed my trust; i could no longer trust myself. At best, i comfort myself - its ok, things happened for a purpose and god has his arrangement but would this comforting words sustain me? I dunno.. ive lost control, and the only thing i could do was hiding behind the computer; panicking about the next step about myself. I dont want to be pessimistic, i hate it. i seriously hate it when i cant get over things... too much price for me to pay ...
Friends come and go,and if im lucky, those who can tolerate me stay while even so, why is there this un-explainable sadness engulfing me, creeping into every empty corner of my heart, leeching away all my happiness and tingling my calm mind?
Is there a way to eliminate all err and restart myself?
eerrr... can i be saved? or could my happy soul be resurrected?
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Santa, where's my presentttt? ive been good for .... awhile... x.x
oh man, im so so depressed right now to realise the impossibility of continuing thai 3 next sem~
Well, my friends have been telling me to start with timetable planning since last 2 weeks (i think) but i thought, how difficult would it be.... which is why, after much delays i took my time, browsing through potential modules... and tada! im screwed big time! THE ONLY CORE MODULE CRASHES WITH THAI 3.... OH NO~~~~ (big bang effect at the back please)
After so much anxiety and anticipation for my thai language comeback, i'm officially stuck at the stage where my homeless language-thirsty soul refused to accept what reality has specially prepared for me ... it was totally unexpected.
So ... is this like a hint to me to take viet 2? i dunno.. im no longer able to judge accurately anymore... i could only do two more lvl 1000 modules, perhaps that's y im panicking. Haiyo, haiya... i'm stress...
Dear Santa, please dont punish me for slacking by depriving me of my lang craze. Why am I (always) landing myself in such a awkward situation again... haiyoeyo... lol
Well, my friends have been telling me to start with timetable planning since last 2 weeks (i think) but i thought, how difficult would it be.... which is why, after much delays i took my time, browsing through potential modules... and tada! im screwed big time! THE ONLY CORE MODULE CRASHES WITH THAI 3.... OH NO~~~~ (big bang effect at the back please)
After so much anxiety and anticipation for my thai language comeback, i'm officially stuck at the stage where my homeless language-thirsty soul refused to accept what reality has specially prepared for me ... it was totally unexpected.
So ... is this like a hint to me to take viet 2? i dunno.. im no longer able to judge accurately anymore... i could only do two more lvl 1000 modules, perhaps that's y im panicking. Haiyo, haiya... i'm stress...
Dear Santa, please dont punish me for slacking by depriving me of my lang craze. Why am I (
who knows?
to be honest ...
i had fun today
to be honest
i was sad however i'll never give up! that's the attitude :) i've chosen a special path, and i know i need to persevere and work doubly hard so as to stay faithful to my decision. It has been a wonderful week.
thank you
because i know i can depend on myself, so i have to be strong, stay strong and remain absolutely courageous
love ya all
forever p,
p
i had fun today
to be honest
i was sad however i'll never give up! that's the attitude :) i've chosen a special path, and i know i need to persevere and work doubly hard so as to stay faithful to my decision. It has been a wonderful week.
thank you
because i know i can depend on myself, so i have to be strong, stay strong and remain absolutely courageous
love ya all
forever p,
p
Friday, December 7, 2012
Not another ranting post?
yea! finally its december :) and do you know what it means? hehhe
anyway, speaking of holiday, i believe there wouldnt be much celebration for me because... i took up urops tada~ yup, you didnt read it wrongly - i took up urops.
but how is this gonna affect my holiday? well, the fact is, it would affect much LOLOL and that is because ive an awesome mentor! im kinda glad that the proj which im doing seems to me that i'll be working with a bunch of highly intelligent, yet at the same time, kind-hearted people. while it may be difficult to adapt to unfamiliar places or situations, as of now, so far so good.
and yup, i shouldnt be complaining anymore, in fact if i complain more, i'll go hell.
may december be with me :)
Peace out,
P
Sunday, November 4, 2012
This November ~ gonna be magical
Maybe Ive lose it, but maybe I've gained something more....
Xin loi em ~~~ (that is the only thing i understood from the MV despite my viet 1 background.. haha.. nevertheless, i really love the melody... totally so my cup of tea... hahahah...)
^^b
Soar high,
Pearlyn
To my total surprise, I do enjoy some of the Vietnamese songs albeit not being able to fully understand them!
Hahah..
Anyways, cant believe that october just past me so nonchalantly .. like it didnt give me time to acknowledge it.... it came into my life and left silently... kinda mixed feelings... dk should i be happy or not... and so last month, I've indeed accomplished certain goals yet on the other hand, ive screwed up several things too... I wouldnt say everything is smooth sailing but at the very least, ive survived much of it with dignity. hahahaha.. whoa, i made myself sounds like a warrior... mmm, but i guess everyone is a warrior :)
Ok confession, i do get quite (very) jealous when i see my friends go out and have fun while im stuck at home or at school completing the never-ending revisions... hahaha.. (because i also want to play~~~), it seems like i just need to get over it... since I know, i wont go out unless im confident to stay on my schedule... and since i know all too well that, im quite suck at time management, it would be wise to resist outing temptations.... yet i still get upset about myself.... hahhahaha... midlife crisis yo!
hahaha
alright enough of self pity... hahahaha... i would say, isnt it great to stayed at home and enjoy the companion of your family... hehehe
Always love you guys, once the exams are over i wanna take do meaningful stuff... instead of holidaying... because i kinda like realised that, travelling has become very easy already... so for me, i would no longer tell myself to travel while im young... As for now, i want to do something worth my time and well-being... lets see... what should i dooooo...
Xin loi em ~~~ (that is the only thing i understood from the MV despite my viet 1 background.. haha.. nevertheless, i really love the melody... totally so my cup of tea... hahahah...)
^^b
Soar high,
Pearlyn
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Courage
Please come true :)
had been feeling quite down recently, but nevertheless i can overcome everything in no time!
if time permits, what would i do?
ahahaha
had been feeling quite down recently, but nevertheless i can overcome everything in no time!
if time permits, what would i do?
ahahaha
Monday, October 1, 2012
khit thung khray?
When i think about it, i really think that it was very funny.
When i know that i have an influence to control the situation, i know ive nailed it.
Just because 我疼你 doesn't give you the american express card to override me. Just because, i didnt scold you doesnt mean my silence represents a green light for your rude nonsense. And just because you think you have good terms with me doesnt signify that you will always nail me in every argument. Well, just because i dun refute your silliness doesnt show that you're always winning. Just because i want you to feel good about yourself doesnt always equal to me watching you magnifying your pathetic ego; so fragile, i want to crush it instantly but (fortunately) was stopped by my maturity.
And if you really think you are some big shot IN FRONT of me... i think seriously, you are too green.
Who do you want to impress? Me? Grow up please.
Sometimes, when i look at you, i'll feel disgusted by the things i have allowed you to disregard. Manners. You were special to me, even if you are such an incorrigible, uncouth and proud person, i cannot deny that i cannot cut that loose strings between us.
Because i owe it to you
With that mindset, i told myself to put up will all your nonsense. but hey, i'm a human. i have a limit to what i can allow a person to treat me like a pushover.
And when you told me that you were remorse about it.... you know that i'll forgive you. you always use that tactic... no one can empathize me, because i deeply know that i owe it to you.
有谁没有年轻过？就因为，太年轻才会以为我可以一直很女王下去。
我的霸道，我的野蛮我的一切，或许在莫个程度上展现的很愚昧、很self-centered 但是，我错了。我也不知不觉长大了。
Thinking back, i'm such a fool. this mid-Autumn festival, let us bury everything and start afresh.
Fortunately, you know how to apologize... or rather thankfully, u also have high regards for me otherwise you wouldnt care right? and for this, let just say, i need so time to cool down and rethink about my own actions. Although i clearly knows that, even if the clock turns back to Z, i will not hesitate to shoot your ridiculous ego down and step a few more times to appease that *volcano* which had erupted.
On the other hand, i do regret and hope that the time can rewind to 2X.... but how differently would i do given my knowledge and intelligence back then?
With so many what ifs..
I conclude, dont expect that the world will revolve for you and around you. Stay happy ba... x)
No more no more... move on move on.
yuan yuan xiang bao he shi liao...
peace,
P
ps: im surprised to have found out that ive drafts which i hv no idea when did i typed those things... and under what type of circumstances...
crap... wasted another day on youtube
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I'm a little bit sad, a little bit discouraged and a little be startled... I hope it is normal.
Feeling wasted and deserted ever since ever since ... one good thing would probably be, recess week is ending, i have less time to dwell on things which are poorly perceived.
Whether it will eventually turns out okay, i have no clue, 0 confidence although statistically they are socially significant.
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当朋友远离，梦想也不知去了什么地方，而一些最美好的回忆也成了现实 的最大对比，郁闷之情立马涌上心头，哭都没有了力气，好累，真的好累，只想散散心。
And even.. if i my energy has been drained, i do pray to let go these emotion gracefully just like how apoptosis works. No inflammation - present itself as a considerate neighbours by not making a wooha about its departure and ultimately, degrade quietly in a corner without anyone noticing. how beautiful right? however, the process is programmed, hence to even getting close to such a prefect degradation, it must undergo several strict regulated events. Now, we are talking about human... and human are not programmed to handle all grief well...ใช่ไหม? or are we?
Referring back to apoptosis, even apoptosis is given 2 options - whether the degradation should proceed intrinsically (via mitochondria dependent pathway where cyto c are released into the cytoplasm, attached to apaf1, formation of apoptosome, activiation casp 9, sunsequently casp 3 to death) or extrinsically (recognized by death receptor, mainly dancing with the activation of casp 8 and die). and so, what can you infer from this?
Below is one song which i want to recommend :) but no eng sub... ;p cring sia cay! and the song reminds me of fang da tong, chan may ruu thammay. Close your eyes and listen to it, and you probably could feel the turbulence within~ pit eyes l3 fang chachaa x)
เธอกอดฉันไว้ เธอเก็บฉันไว้ รึฉันเองที่ไม่ยอมไป
คิดเองทั้งนั้น ว่าเธอยังไม่ปล่อยให้ฉันไป
มันจบไปแล้ว มันเจ็บไปแล้ว แต่ที่ทุกข์เพลงใหม่ล่าสุดทุกวันนี้เพราะใคร
อาจเป็นเพราะฉัน ยังอยากให้เรารักกันตลอดไป
Thursday, September 27, 2012
This problem ballooned...... let it burst it with my own hands
Never did it affects me so much
yes
writing reports!
4 pages only... but im desperate with words! i dunno what can i crap already! after vomiting 3 pages of texts, im like.. seriously... NO MORE NO MORE!
Never in my life did i expect myself to succumb into such a situation - lack of words... Quite the opposite, i always need to chop away many info just to compact everything into whatever given number of pages...
and now... im desperate to find words
to fill up those gaps...
to justify my own incompetency ....
to.... errrrrr....
im in deadmeat.
Miss P
on the other hand... if this is retribution for being greedy... although it is quite worth it, just that... could i complain a little... ?
yes
writing reports!
4 pages only... but im desperate with words! i dunno what can i crap already! after vomiting 3 pages of texts, im like.. seriously... NO MORE NO MORE!
Never in my life did i expect myself to succumb into such a situation - lack of words... Quite the opposite, i always need to chop away many info just to compact everything into whatever given number of pages...
and now... im desperate to find words
to fill up those gaps...
to justify my own incompetency ....
to.... errrrrr....
im in deadmeat.
Miss P
on the other hand... if this is retribution for being greedy... although it is quite worth it, just that... could i complain a little... ?
Monday, September 17, 2012
Sorry for being greedy but 就放纵我吧。
Yes, im a workaholic and i admit that.
sometimes, i do hope that i can be a little dishonest about myself and my thoughts but i know i cant because that's not me.
perhaps i can fool the rest, but frankly, who am i kidding with? me, myself full stop.
where is that sustainable energy for my realm of wisdom? hahahahahaha... where where? ive been constantly seeking for it, to strike a balance in life.. or did i accidentally lose it? im insane, and i probably haven't wake up from my dreams...
There are so many things i wanna shout it out loud! Ok! i'm too stress! it is gripping me real hard, like a monster stealing away zzz monster! Most of the time (sternly warn myself) that i have to sleep despite countless reassurances, i just couldnt sleep! consequently, i blame the weather i blame my indecisiveness i can literally put blame on anything but admitting that ive a problem. yes, i have a problem, do you have a problem with that?
And especially at this time of idk why... Pink's music just replay on my mind continuously.... In fact, i realised that i really love her music. Her music doesnt seem to age with time ~~~
sometimes, i do hope that i can be a little dishonest about myself and my thoughts but i know i cant because that's not me.
perhaps i can fool the rest, but frankly, who am i kidding with? me, myself full stop.
where is that sustainable energy for my realm of wisdom? hahahahahaha... where where? ive been constantly seeking for it, to strike a balance in life.. or did i accidentally lose it? im insane, and i probably haven't wake up from my dreams...
There are so many things i wanna shout it out loud! Ok! i'm too stress! it is gripping me real hard, like a monster stealing away zzz monster! Most of the time (sternly warn myself) that i have to sleep despite countless reassurances, i just couldnt sleep! consequently, i blame the weather i blame my indecisiveness i can literally put blame on anything but admitting that ive a problem. yes, i have a problem, do you have a problem with that?
And especially at this time of idk why... Pink's music just replay on my mind continuously.... In fact, i realised that i really love her music. Her music doesnt seem to age with time ~~~
maybe?
TOTALLY
STRESSED
Saturday, September 8, 2012
Really? God sure gave you more attention?
I prayed so hard for it to happen! And I always told myself that, if i were given another chance, i will not let it go! However, i think God likes to put me on test almost immediately; so (perhaps) that my sincerity gets challenged!
Please give me more opportunities?
Or am I too greedy?
Maybe ive said it SO many times until there is no more credibility left inside me? Or should i just concentrate on the more impt stuff?
ps: why not just give me what i want? :'(
y am i like this?
有分裂的人格，外表像冰而內心熾熱的人
i'm getting sick and tired of these....
Really Love every single vid puts up by Natalie <3 ups for her!
This song is going viral! chachachachacha-lachacha
>> I cant seem to upload the vid >> so i shall leave the link here http://youtu.be/LMUgyb-vaPo or http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZlujNbB1Ko&feature=related
(Look at mario! He is so young! arai ko dai!)
Please give me more opportunities?
Or am I too greedy?
Maybe ive said it SO many times until there is no more credibility left inside me? Or should i just concentrate on the more impt stuff?
ps: why not just give me what i want? :'(
y am i like this?
有分裂的人格，外表像冰而內心熾熱的人
i'm getting sick and tired of these....
Really Love every single vid puts up by Natalie <3 ups for her!
This song is going viral! chachachachacha-lachacha
>> I cant seem to upload the vid >> so i shall leave the link here http://youtu.be/LMUgyb-vaPo or http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZlujNbB1Ko&feature=related
(Look at mario! He is so young! arai ko dai!)
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Beautiful Saturday!
Usually, im already asleep by now because i dont want to be late for school. however, i'm going to write a self-confess entry before i get washed up for bed.
原来爱是这种感觉
它是一种不可以被代替的感觉
原来当你真的爱上了，你才会领悟那一种……眼里无法容纳别的沙子的感觉。
真的
如果没有那种很爱很爱的感觉
就算擦肩而过，没有就是没有
勉为其难的接受
很辛苦很难受
不知不觉的，I fall in Love with Thai Culture, Thai Language and everything about Thai! I could no longer deceive myself about any possibility that i could perhaps try learning another asean language anymore. The feeling is just not right. It feels that im cheating on my Thai experience! Perhaps it is better for me to let it (Viet) go. Right? I dunno .. time will reveal....
Who to blame?
I dunno how it happened or how it was synthesized... It's Love. It's un-explainable.
chay may,
Pearlyn
Golf's song!
The lyrics are easy to follow! You can surely hear some of the common thai words ive used daily in this song!
ความรักดีๆอยู่ที่ไหน
Star-Bie (Rak na ka)
Rak na ka - my confession for thai language <3
原来爱是这种感觉
它是一种不可以被代替的感觉
原来当你真的爱上了，你才会领悟那一种……眼里无法容纳别的沙子的感觉。
真的
如果没有那种很爱很爱的感觉
就算擦肩而过，没有就是没有
勉为其难的接受
很辛苦很难受
不知不觉的，I fall in Love with Thai Culture, Thai Language and everything about Thai! I could no longer deceive myself about any possibility that i could perhaps try learning another asean language anymore. The feeling is just not right. It feels that im cheating on my Thai experience! Perhaps it is better for me to let it (Viet) go. Right? I dunno .. time will reveal....
Who to blame?
I dunno how it happened or how it was synthesized... It's Love. It's un-explainable.
chay may,
Pearlyn
Golf's song!
The lyrics are easy to follow! You can surely hear some of the common thai words ive used daily in this song!
ความรักดีๆอยู่ที่ไหน
Star-Bie (Rak na ka)
รักนะคะ
Rak na ka - my confession for thai language <3
Thursday, August 2, 2012
Cause baby I'm a Slytherin and girl you are a Gryffindor
Don't like to be ignored! humpf!
I mean who likes it? Even if the person doesn't mean anything to you, it feels unappreciated .. right?
There are so many things in my mind.. how i wished things could be simpler and i, myself, can be less complicated.
Like a shooting stars, they are beautiful but they don't last.
Taking things for granted is just... omg.. bad habit... and i do admit that i guilty n charged. Likewise, i really thank people who supported me through the tough times. really appreciated ^^ you wouldnt know how much it meant to me.
I know everyone is busy, but with much effort invested in, i knew we could get it right... sorry for the ranting... i just need a special corner to off my chest.. it has been a crazy week but i promise to get back in shape in no time.
Thankfully, self-help energy is not diminishing in the verge of all the madness! I dont know.. im just crazy, insane and out of the box.. well, sometimes, i really tried hard to be normal... but i know its hard... no one could tame me, and probably never will.
I mean who likes it? Even if the person doesn't mean anything to you, it feels unappreciated .. right?
There are so many things in my mind.. how i wished things could be simpler and i, myself, can be less complicated.
Like a shooting stars, they are beautiful but they don't last.
Taking things for granted is just... omg.. bad habit... and i do admit that i guilty n charged. Likewise, i really thank people who supported me through the tough times. really appreciated ^^ you wouldnt know how much it meant to me.
I know everyone is busy, but with much effort invested in, i knew we could get it right... sorry for the ranting... i just need a special corner to off my chest.. it has been a crazy week but i promise to get back in shape in no time.
Thankfully, self-help energy is not diminishing in the verge of all the madness! I dont know.. im just crazy, insane and out of the box.. well, sometimes, i really tried hard to be normal... but i know its hard... no one could tame me, and probably never will.
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
It didnt bother me at all
Like Real!
i need a work which can teach me something... i need something which can educate me something... bring something meaningful to my time and soul... but sadly, my job is corroding my empty shell slowly ...
I wanted to be perfect... but i know it is not possible.. AND because i know it's impossible, my subconscious refused to not imagine myself as a perfect nobody... unless you know how it feels to feel this wasted way, else you would think this is a mere rant... isnt it?
because, life is too short, i want to do something useful. something that i could fit in... although im not gonna swear that i will never take up any more admin related jobs eveerrr again, before future strikes me hard, (OUCHS) it would be simply naive to deceive myself from any possibilities.... i hope it wouldnt be any where close! phew.. i doubt i can survive twice!
let me learn, dont be skeptical... let me make a few mistakes n i'll promise you i'll perfect my responsibilities!
I'M WILLING TO take up any ridiculous challenges that you wouldnt have imagined how much potential hidden inside me.
if you trust me, train me.
if you dont, please fire me.
i know, such an attitude for any office work is just brainless... and others may even look down on me or worst... start judging me... but hey, behind every man... leave him some dignity, will ya?
goggling my eyeballs,
Triangle
(Office Politics are too much for me to handle... frankly, i suck at those backstabbing... and what makes the matter more tricky is, in the office dont even try to act neutral.... at least, i think im 85% safe in the Office's War. You cannot be excluded even without any participation ... that's the cruel real world.
I need Thailand right now!)
i need a work which can teach me something... i need something which can educate me something... bring something meaningful to my time and soul... but sadly, my job is corroding my empty shell slowly ...
I wanted to be perfect... but i know it is not possible.. AND because i know it's impossible, my subconscious refused to not imagine myself as a perfect nobody... unless you know how it feels to feel this wasted way, else you would think this is a mere rant... isnt it?
because, life is too short, i want to do something useful. something that i could fit in... although im not gonna swear that i will never take up any more admin related jobs eveerrr again, before future strikes me hard, (OUCHS) it would be simply naive to deceive myself from any possibilities.... i hope it wouldnt be any where close! phew.. i doubt i can survive twice!
let me learn, dont be skeptical... let me make a few mistakes n i'll promise you i'll perfect my responsibilities!
I'M WILLING TO take up any ridiculous challenges that you wouldnt have imagined how much potential hidden inside me.
if you trust me, train me.
if you dont, please fire me.
i know, such an attitude for any office work is just brainless... and others may even look down on me or worst... start judging me... but hey, behind every man... leave him some dignity, will ya?
goggling my eyeballs,
Triangle
(Office Politics are too much for me to handle... frankly, i suck at those backstabbing... and what makes the matter more tricky is, in the office dont even try to act neutral.... at least, i think im 85% safe in the Office's War. You cannot be excluded even without any participation ... that's the cruel real world.
I need Thailand right now!)
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Thank you ALL for the Xperience!
It was amazing!
Thank goodness for my bravery, thank goodness for my never-ending curiosity, they help me widen every opportunities! In life, like seriously, don't be too serious because it kills mood :)
Then again, i guess i still have a long long way to attain that maturity!
Well well, there are so many work awaiting for me! Like for example, packing the marketing stuff (which chokes up the logs room) and arranging scamp logistics while not forgetting my role as a councilors in csc camp. Although there are really many things to clear, sometimes the rewards are mind blowing :)
If only you knew that in my eyes, you are that amazing! And if you have knew it, you wouldn't have doubt your own abilities!
To say that you have the ability to change the world is just to mainstream, but believe it or not, there's a spark coming right within your heart, waiting to shine and be exposed to the world! Cuz baby, you are FIREWORK! Come on show em wad you worth! Make them go ohhhhohhohohoho~~
Baby U light up my WORLD like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me OVERWHELMED!
You dont know ohhhhhohhh
Smile,
Triangle~
Thank goodness for my bravery, thank goodness for my never-ending curiosity, they help me widen every opportunities! In life, like seriously, don't be too serious because it kills mood :)
Then again, i guess i still have a long long way to attain that maturity!
Well well, there are so many work awaiting for me! Like for example, packing the marketing stuff (which chokes up the logs room) and arranging scamp logistics while not forgetting my role as a councilors in csc camp. Although there are really many things to clear, sometimes the rewards are mind blowing :)
If only you knew that in my eyes, you are that amazing! And if you have knew it, you wouldn't have doubt your own abilities!
To say that you have the ability to change the world is just to mainstream, but believe it or not, there's a spark coming right within your heart, waiting to shine and be exposed to the world! Cuz baby, you are FIREWORK! Come on show em wad you worth! Make them go ohhhhohhohohoho~~
Baby U light up my WORLD like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me OVERWHELMED!
You dont know ohhhhhohhh
Smile,
Triangle~
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
tired.. but blessed :)
thaam jingjing thaam aray k2 day! k2 khwaarm suk l3 khwaarm jing!
<3
And you know my temper best, ใช่ไหม?
And you know my temper best, ใช่ไหม?
Thursday, May 3, 2012
มันคงเป็นความรัก
มันคงเป็นความรัก
man khong pen khwaam rak
It is love
this song is so cute~~ As it shouts, เพราะเธอสามสิบ สามสิบกำลังแจ๋ว <3 Because you/I 30 30 (loud and clear)
Anyway, chan ruu suek waa, the male lead (ภูภูมิ พงศ์ภาณุ) resembles Nigahiga cingcing!
Wanted to type in thai characters but it will take so much effort cuz i needa use chrome to type the tone one by one...the feeling is like, you wanted to write a sentence in chinese but first, you need to master hanyupinyin. tal22t siacay nia~ k2 may pen ray, phr2 chan khit waa t22n nii may mi khon y3 pay hen blog sameeu (เสมอ) l33w. chay may?
chan kamlang typing, th22n chan b22k chan waa man hiw cing, man yaak ca kin aray k2 day diawnii.
t33 waa, chan lazy pay h2ng khrua. 555..
t22n yen, chan pay duu nang chan leeuy got influence by it maak maay. As a result, chan mi ruu seuk samrap phleeng man khong pen kwaam rak in a different way. wan k22n, chan ch22p fang nan thawnan, t33 langcaak duu nang l33w, man khong pen pen kwaam rak may (ใหม่)
Whatever it is... let me kin k22n!
Satwaddii kha :)
Monday, April 9, 2012
StresseD
Just like any other teenager in Singapore, i'm stressed about many things too.
Life is really too SHORT and i just seriously can't be draining my energies into academics solely. I know I know, my only task is to concentrate on my studies, while the rest can wait.
As i was typing, the scene from na yi nian wo men zui guo de nv hai, where the male lead found his love for writing and got so focused into writing his own story, appeared.
Life is really too SHORT and i just seriously can't be draining my energies into academics solely. I know I know, my only task is to concentrate on my studies, while the rest can wait.
As i was typing, the scene from na yi nian wo men zui guo de nv hai, where the male lead found his love for writing and got so focused into writing his own story, appeared.
yea, i'm kinda in tt stage alr, like i know what i want to be and the career which i wanted, they are so clear that the thought of completing my degree becomes secondary; because it is either a hindering or secondary factor to what i really want to achieve in life.
the fact that i'm still clinging on so miserably is because i love what i'm studying and i want to learn more but it is not getting me anywhere near to my dreams.
Pathetic isn't it? University life is interesting at the start but... do i get the sense of belonging? i dont think so. and why do i feel such exclusion? am i the abnormal one?
(wa.. this noname song is quite good! lovely lyrics~)
Thursday, April 5, 2012
I miss ALL the AJARNS!
i was browsing through Ajarn Aoi's photo album, and it really reminds me of ..........................
may pen ray, may pen ray seriously, i should start doing my homework :)
I'm wondering wad is my angel doing right now~
may pen ray, may pen ray seriously, i should start doing my homework :)
I'm wondering wad is my angel doing right now~
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Why am I so sad?
I am sad! Yes i am...
I know in a matter of days, i'll probably recover from all these shocks but right now, i just need a shoulder to cry on.
I did put in effort, i really did.......
หาเท่าไรหาไม่เจอ
I know in a matter of days, i'll probably recover from all these shocks but right now, i just need a shoulder to cry on.
I did put in effort, i really did.......
หาเท่าไรหาไม่เจอ
Monday, March 19, 2012
Zee is in Singapore!
Oh man!
Zee was here in singapore to film her MTV! dammmnnn where was I? stuck in school?!
makkarakhom, khumphaaphan, minnakhom, meeysayon, phrvsaaphaakhom, minthunayon, karakadaakhom, singhaakhom, kanyanyon, tulakhom, phrvsacikayin, thanwaakhom.
See Ya~
Love,
Pearlyn
Zee was here in singapore to film her MTV! dammmnnn where was I? stuck in school?!
makkarakhom, khumphaaphan, minnakhom, meeysayon, phrvsaaphaakhom, minthunayon, karakadaakhom, singhaakhom, kanyanyon, tulakhom, phrvsacikayin, thanwaakhom.
See Ya~
Love,
Pearlyn
Monday, March 12, 2012
Whatisonmymind
At least i don't fulfill all the criteria, esp number 1. i can survive without my phone for 1 day (max). HAHAH
Then again, how to treat everyone equally? If the person is friendly to you, it is really hard to be aggressive... right?
Haha.. Most of the time, i'm number 6. And six is a special number to me too! ^^
Bye,
Pearlyn
Sunday, March 4, 2012
*เธอจะมีใจหรือเปล่า
What a beautiful song <3 Apart for having beautiful lyrics and melody (essentially, it touches my little heart and if you happened to know the story behind the song, which is not just the translated ver but really the bromance behind it, you would be.... mind-blown), what makes it truly special to me is that... the song goes slow and steady which i can sing along with the thai script without having to memorize the entire lyrics... hahah and that is simply - AWESOMEEEE <3<3
Being able to read thai script just thrills me sooo much!
well, unlike japanese characters which practically everyone can read it (even if they do not understand the meaning), you need extra effort for thai script (well at least for me.... <3) nevertheless, hope you love this song! there are many other versions avail on youtube too!
Love,
P
th99 ca mi cay rvv plaaw... (เธอจะมีใจหรือเปล่า) + กลัวว่าเธอเปลี่ยนไป
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind . Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Tonight it is s slightly special night!
not just because i went to NP's mentoring AGM 2012, but because (it was as though fate played a joke or sweet coincidence on me) on my way to NP........ (fill in the blanks)
I'm VERY certain (ok, 98.5% sure about it) that i was not mistaken [in any form].
You know, I keep on telling myself that, time is the best healing medicine or even, the best explanation for deliberately being absentminded about certain things.... However, it turns out that... (frankly, i never thought i would harbor it deep within my soul for so *bloody* long), true admiration stays regardless of time and dimension.
You know... when people claimed that they can feel a particular moment slows down as if they could control the speed of time/light .... isn't it kind of exaggerating? yet, that was exactly how i felt just now.
Now looking back....I'm kinda of glad that i took that bus 151 to NP, despite waiting it for more than 15 mins at the NUS bus stop. I wish I could rewind.... and step up for further clarification, but i know... i'm a scaredy cat. My words can be louder than BIG BANG... but my action is atom size.....
not just because i went to NP's mentoring AGM 2012, but because (it was as though fate played a joke or sweet coincidence on me) on my way to NP........ (fill in the blanks)
I'm VERY certain (ok, 98.5% sure about it) that i was not mistaken [in any form].
You know, I keep on telling myself that, time is the best healing medicine or even, the best explanation for deliberately being absentminded about certain things.... However, it turns out that... (frankly, i never thought i would harbor it deep within my soul for so *bloody* long), true admiration stays regardless of time and dimension.
You know... when people claimed that they can feel a particular moment slows down as if they could control the speed of time/light .... isn't it kind of exaggerating? yet, that was exactly how i felt just now.
Now looking back....I'm kinda of glad that i took that bus 151 to NP, despite waiting it for more than 15 mins at the NUS bus stop. I wish I could rewind.... and step up for further clarification, but i know... i'm a scaredy cat. My words can be louder than BIG BANG... but my action is atom size.....
And so.. to compensate my incompetency... let Craig David sings me a lullaby ~~
我們在一個很大的宇宙的小地球上
一句非常贴切的话，
世界上没有所谓的巧合，有的只有必然。 看到你健健康康，我也暖心一阵，就算被遗忘了，那又如何呢？
让一首美丽的歌做美丽的句号。 (Really like the song, but no chance to sing it because it's duet.)
薛凱琪&方大同-復刻回憶
to summarize, i'm not sure whether i should replicate memories.....
復刻回憶
Sincerely,
TriangLe
Friday, January 6, 2012
Friend Zone Army (FZA)
Fb has incredibly changed human communication and interaction. as a result, website like 9gag has it means to dominate itself in this ferociously competitive internet market. (?)
There's a reason why i believe that something insignificant can be magnified 300 times more in just seconds! Previously, this FZA wasn't a prominent icon however, under the constant influence of 9gag via fb, it has slowly yet virulently spread throughout my circle of friends. Honestly, i wasn't prepared for that... moreover, #likeaseriously, this FZA phenomenon can be getting into my nerves. So what's up with FZA?
well... i have to say... that it is just a topic which i ([in]tends to) care less about, despite its growing popularity. however, if that is going to dominate the entire conservation, mmmm it's clearly - over. (fullstop)
So... why are you so defensive?
am i?
Isn't there a way to engage in something more interesting? something larger than life than harboring unnecessary attention to fza? Yet again, to many, fza can be larger than life.... (well, i'm just saying *using raywilliamjohnson's tone) ^^
Oh yea.... it's january! it implies sth! SCHOOL is about to start! haha... mixed feelings again! On one hand, i missed school (#likeaseriously) but on the other, i'm still in my holidaying mood! it is like, December hasn't left me (yet).
And so, before i end this slightly lengthy and draggy post, i wish u have a BLESSED 2012!
Feeling slightly drowsy,
P
There's a reason why i believe that something insignificant can be magnified 300 times more in just seconds! Previously, this FZA wasn't a prominent icon however, under the constant influence of 9gag via fb, it has slowly yet virulently spread throughout my circle of friends. Honestly, i wasn't prepared for that... moreover, #likeaseriously, this FZA phenomenon can be getting into my nerves. So what's up with FZA?
well... i have to say... that it is just a topic which i ([in]tends to) care less about, despite its growing popularity. however, if that is going to dominate the entire conservation, mmmm it's clearly - over. (fullstop)
So... why are you so defensive?
am i?
Isn't there a way to engage in something more interesting? something larger than life than harboring unnecessary attention to fza? Yet again, to many, fza can be larger than life.... (well, i'm just saying *using raywilliamjohnson's tone) ^^
Oh yea.... it's january! it implies sth! SCHOOL is about to start! haha... mixed feelings again! On one hand, i missed school (#likeaseriously) but on the other, i'm still in my holidaying mood! it is like, December hasn't left me (yet).
And so, before i end this slightly lengthy and draggy post, i wish u have a BLESSED 2012!
Feeling slightly drowsy,
P
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