and so i really thought it was a good idea to stay at home and try to cook something up for my report... but i realised it was a bad bad decision... i couldnt really start on anything... except reading on some references... what made matter worse was i couldnt even remember the lanes used for my experiment... total WIN. arghhh... and my whatsapp vibrates like crazy, i seriously cannot concentrate! arghhhh keep getting distracted here and there.
hey p, you have to get things str! if you are gg to attend the ceremony as well as gg jb on the same day, you got to get your ass and brain focus on the report! otherwise, you can jolly well kiss goodbye with all the plans and stay at home building your scaffold! arghhhh you HAVE to stick to the schedule you arranged for yourself! WHAT IS THIS?! wasting time idling from one website to another, you are screwed! argghhhh
devil p: there is still time plus she have grasp all the info she needed for the final report, chill chill
kanchiong p: then would the report produce from the sky n drop into your dropbox b4 submission. NO MORE GATHERING SESSIONs for you!
%%$#@6*&*#^*#^$&@(*)(#0- arghhhhh
one more CA on next friday, but i havent really revise a thing... arghhhh arghhhh if im a volcano, it has erupted continuously for the past agrhhhh 8 hours, excluding breakfast time. agrhhhhhhh agrhhhh
since i cannot concentrate, lets watch some youtube vids.... ARGHHHHHH
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Finally... a not so upset post :)
Hello World!
How are ya?!
Let's kick start with something that happened to me just 4 days ago!
Well, i couldnt agree more that the amount of work and revisions required for school is freaking driving me crazy, but oh well, i have to deal with it right? Apart from that, i'm glad that i met up with Gen and Veron on Thurs :) It was definitely a night to remember since the last time the 3 of us gathered was like how many months ago. And every time we met, i really felt a sense of serenity and security :)
Moving on, all i could remember what i did on Good Friday was to chiong my assignments like a crazy woman yet still didnt manage to produce any decent work out... LOLOLx... And here comes Saturday where i get to meetup with moshulu ppl (even though the attendees were mostly made up of the usual ppl, it was nevertheless a nice catchup session filled with so much joy and laughter; thus coloring my boring weekend.) And here comes Sunday ... opened my email and witnessed how my report was critiqued by my mentor. ahahah.. it was like ... an end of the world for me... all i could see was, my report was flooded in a sea of reds.... although i was shocked, i was delighted. hehehe.. at least, now he knows that i am in need of his help urgently! Well, ok lah, i shall not be so demanding since he is busy with his postdoc thesis.
ok, shall get back to working mode soon... arggghhh
How are ya?!
Let's kick start with something that happened to me just 4 days ago!
Well, i couldnt agree more that the amount of work and revisions required for school is freaking driving me crazy, but oh well, i have to deal with it right? Apart from that, i'm glad that i met up with Gen and Veron on Thurs :) It was definitely a night to remember since the last time the 3 of us gathered was like how many months ago. And every time we met, i really felt a sense of serenity and security :)
Moving on, all i could remember what i did on Good Friday was to chiong my assignments like a crazy woman yet still didnt manage to produce any decent work out... LOLOLx... And here comes Saturday where i get to meetup with moshulu ppl (even though the attendees were mostly made up of the usual ppl, it was nevertheless a nice catchup session filled with so much joy and laughter; thus coloring my boring weekend.) And here comes Sunday ... opened my email and witnessed how my report was critiqued by my mentor. ahahah.. it was like ... an end of the world for me... all i could see was, my report was flooded in a sea of reds.... although i was shocked, i was delighted. hehehe.. at least, now he knows that i am in need of his help urgently! Well, ok lah, i shall not be so demanding since he is busy with his postdoc thesis.
ok, shall get back to working mode soon... arggghhh
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Cant seem to do anything right
oh goddd, please tell me how can i overcome this crisis... nothing is going my way and the more i try to be optimistic about everything, the more exhausted and "crashed" I am. This "crash-y" feeling is well illustrated as a cocaine drug addict undergoing withdrawal symptom... haiz.. before you start wondering elsewhere, i need to clarify that i'm not on drugs haha in fact, it freaks me out to even touch those stuff; and so how would i know anything about the withdrawal symptoms which the addicts are feeling?! Well, i guess... i just know it but milder.
Right now, i'm very dejected. No one actually knows how to read me and so i deserved to die in a corner - emo to death; until the withdrawal symptoms subside. Yet, the funny thing is, you keep going back for more; to get depress over again as though to build up tolerance so that the next wave of depression doesnt seem crashing on you so badly.
ohhh goddddd, please please spend some time with me and hear my cries ....
well i wont resort to wrist cutting or anything extreme but i am really really sick and tired of all this shit. one thing for sure, if i cant overcome it, nothing is going to solve my desire to win and succeed. i want it soooo badly - the recognition and prestige
hais
>''<
Right now, i'm very dejected. No one actually knows how to read me and so i deserved to die in a corner - emo to death; until the withdrawal symptoms subside. Yet, the funny thing is, you keep going back for more; to get depress over again as though to build up tolerance so that the next wave of depression doesnt seem crashing on you so badly.
ohhh goddddd, please please spend some time with me and hear my cries ....
well i wont resort to wrist cutting or anything extreme but i am really really sick and tired of all this shit. one thing for sure, if i cant overcome it, nothing is going to solve my desire to win and succeed. i want it soooo badly - the recognition and prestige
hais
>''<
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