Really? God sure gave you more attention?

I prayed so hard for it to happen! And I always told myself that, if i were given another chance, i will not let it go! However, i think God likes to put me on test almost immediately; so (perhaps) that my sincerity gets challenged!
Please give me more opportunities? 
Or am I too greedy?

Maybe ive said it SO many times until there is no more credibility left inside me? Or should i just concentrate on the more impt stuff?


ps: why not just give me what i want? :'(


y am i like this?
有分裂的人格，外表像冰而內心熾熱的人

i'm getting sick and tired of these....

Really Love every single vid puts up by Natalie <3 ups for her!

This song is going viral! chachachachacha-lachacha
>> I cant seem to upload the vid >> so i shall leave the link here http://youtu.be/LMUgyb-vaPo or http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZlujNbB1Ko&feature=related



(Look at mario! He is so young! arai ko dai!)

Beautiful Saturday!

Usually, im already asleep by now because i dont want to be late for school. however, i'm going to write a self-confess entry before i get washed up for bed.
原来爱是这种感觉
它是一种不可以被代替的感觉
原来当你真的爱上了，你才会领悟那一种……眼里无法容纳别的沙子的感觉。
真的
如果没有那种很爱很爱的感觉
就算擦肩而过，没有就是没有
勉为其难的接受
很辛苦很难受

不知不觉的，I fall in Love with Thai Culture, Thai Language and everything about Thai! I could no longer deceive myself about any possibility that i could perhaps try learning another asean language anymore. The feeling is just not right. It feels that im cheating on my Thai experience! Perhaps it is better for me to let it (Viet) go. Right? I dunno .. time will reveal....

Who to blame?
I dunno how it happened or how it was synthesized... It's Love. It's un-explainable.

chay may,
Pearlyn


Golf's song!
The lyrics are easy to follow! You can surely hear some of the common thai words ive used daily in this song!

ความรักดีๆอยู่ที่ไหน

Star-Bie (Rak na ka) 

รักนะคะ

Rak na ka - my confession for thai language <3

Cause baby I'm a Slytherin and girl you are a Gryffindor

Don't like to be ignored! humpf!
I mean who likes it? Even if the person doesn't mean anything to you, it feels unappreciated .. right?
There are so many things in my mind.. how i wished things could be simpler and i, myself, can be less complicated.
Like a shooting stars, they are beautiful but they don't last.
Taking things for granted is just... omg.. bad habit... and i do admit that i guilty n charged. Likewise, i really thank people who supported me through the tough times. really appreciated ^^ you wouldnt know how much it meant to me.

I know everyone is busy, but with much effort invested in, i knew we could get it right... sorry for the ranting... i just need a special corner to off my chest.. it has been a crazy week but i promise to get back in shape in no time.
Thankfully, self-help energy is not diminishing in the verge of all the madness! I dont know.. im just crazy, insane and out of the box.. well, sometimes, i really tried hard to be normal... but i know its hard... no one could tame me, and probably never will.