Life is really too SHORT and i just seriously can't be draining my energies into academics solely. I know I know, my only task is to concentrate on my studies, while the rest can wait.
As i was typing, the scene from na yi nian wo men zui guo de nv hai, where the male lead found his love for writing and got so focused into writing his own story, appeared.
yea, i'm kinda in tt stage alr, like i know what i want to be and the career which i wanted, they are so clear that the thought of completing my degree becomes secondary; because it is either a hindering or secondary factor to what i really want to achieve in life.
the fact that i'm still clinging on so miserably is because i love what i'm studying and i want to learn more but it is not getting me anywhere near to my dreams.
Pathetic isn't it? University life is interesting at the start but... do i get the sense of belonging? i dont think so. and why do i feel such exclusion? am i the abnormal one?
(wa.. this noname song is quite good! lovely lyrics~)
