Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has the power to give life meaning, to make our time and our bodies and our words into instruments of love and hope. -Tom Head
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
December is here~
Monday, November 28, 2011
不屬於我的淚 終於讓我崩潰 久遺了的淚水 每一滴都是心碎
心疼后,就想把你领回家,医治你的心病。可是当我换个角度想后,赫然发现了一个事实。
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
What makes you Special :D
The truth is, i'm kinda distracted after meta ca2 paper. It feels like i have exhausted all my energy preparing it and as a result, i can't seem to get focused for anything now.
Restless~ ~
and i don't know why...
anyway...
中国达人秀.... is worth watching!
聽說人分離
聽說人都說愛也無法證明
壞 別在數我的
怪 別在訴她的
再也不視你的美
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Hahaha... it's kinda creepy cuz i've raised a similar question about this topic to my mum (just this afternoon) and here i am seeing such question brought forward by my friend in her blog. :D
Recently, (and like finally having break time to browse youtube~~) i was just randomly selecting some recommended youtube vids to watch, and this particular youtuber called DivaDarlingChic ( well, you can always click on the link to check him out) caught my attention. Personally, i'm quite amazed by him for being him.
And so, being forever curious, i went to ask my mum whether she would be freaked out by people like Ben? And her answer was EXPECTED - run away from such a person. hahahaha.. Although i'm totally expecting her to react that way, i can't help expressing my disappointment.
My mum is the quintessential person who STRONGLY believes that human being is defined by sex chromosomes. there shouldn't be any in-betweens and thus, if you have a Y chromosome please ensure you behave to be one..... and i can't believe that she use my DAD as an example to support her idea?! hahahah... seriously, the way she countered my question was nothing more but absolute hilarious. hahaha...
If fate permits, i would like to meet people like Ben, Zee (<3) and etc. actually, i don't think that they are indifferent from anyone of us, and so why should we judge them this way? i used to credulously believe that all whites are superior, now not anymore. not because they are not intelligent, in fact most of them are outstanding in their own way, but because Asian may not lose out in terms of competitiveness. :D
Hahah... currently, i'm having a severe headache... and all the more i should rest but... i can't seem to stop myself from updating my half dead online diary - in short blog.... hehehe
Alright time to get some rest before doing sth meaningful :D
Peace out,
Pearlyn
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
再给我两分钟
When people said they miss each other, i thought they are just humoring themselves or others. However, if the same idea was repeatedly emphasized, it can't be ignored anymore.
Thank you for putting me in your mind.
Have you ever wondered who is/are missing you today?
I hate to contradict myself but yea, i miss people yet i don't miss anyone in particular.
Zee- my inspiration ;p and now, this is a life-changing moment!
So long Earth,
P
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Another HECTIC LIKE CRAZY week!
i thank god and my parents for being supportive to me during my low periods :D hhaa..
and seriously, at times when i'm too tired or disappointed with the things happening in my life, somehow it will also be the time where i can find the inspiration or strength to continue on...
thank you for being trusting about my abilities when i felt ive lose it all already. it is your loyal faith that made me feel invincible and alive again.
我喜歡跟怕麻煩的人交朋友, 因為他不會找我麻煩
P
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
เคยรักฉันจริงๆ หรือเปล่า
she infiltrates my mind... Zee
Friday, August 26, 2011
ง่ายๆแต่เหงา
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
好的事情 最后虽然结束 感动十分 就有十分满足
Sunday, August 7, 2011
It's 2.45am
Saturday, July 30, 2011
好久不見你還好嘛 你的小狗長大了嗎
Lose it now.
Lose your clothes
In the crowd.
We're delirious.
Tear it down
'Til the sun comes back around.
Knocking over trash cans.
Everybody breakin' bottles
It's a filthy hot mess.
Gonna get faded
I'm not the designated
Driver so
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.
And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.
And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.
EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!
Oh, Oh, Oh!
EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
What I Wanna Do and What I Really Think, Time To Flow Out
Be A Little Inappropriate Cause I Know That Everybody’s Thinkin' It When The Lights Out
Shame On Me
To Need Release
Un-Uncontrollably
I I I Wanna Go o o, All The Way ay ay
Takin' Out My Freak Tonight
I I I Wanna Show ow ow
All The Dirt ir irt
I Got Running Through My Mind (Repeat)
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Nice Guys Finish Last, That's Why I Treat You Like A Trash
For rest and shelter of the night,
For health and food,
For love and friends,
For everything Thy goodness sends.~
Thursday, July 7, 2011
here and there
不知何为惆怅。。。。这一秒的我,选择安静了。
Monday, July 4, 2011
time for BED!
Year 4 mods are SUPER tempting! they are like leeching away my attention!
Can I make it?
Desperate,
Pearlyn
Friday, June 24, 2011
how i wished u can tell me!
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Running madly w my heels on
and it reminds me of the sweet oiap days :D On top of that, let me further emphasize that i may be a insensitive scatterbrain w high tendency to forget every tiny winy things that took place in my boring life but what i do rmb is that, our lives are short, why make it shorter with unhappiness-ism?
Sunday, June 19, 2011
there comes a day, when i'll be the one, you will seeeeeee...
the prof wouldn't know how grateful i was when i received it from his divine hands.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
太多怨气不是元气
Pearlyn
Sunday, May 29, 2011
I feel your love......... ReflectioN mitsumekaesu hitomi ni egaite haruka na Neverending Story
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
I love it!
wooohooo.. wad a blast week i had!
Thursday, May 12, 2011
zutto zutto
Monday, May 9, 2011
Pearlyn's depression
Everyone knows why I am depressed. Yes, I am very affected by it. I cried when the hairdresser was busying cutting my hair. Haha. Well, obviously it was not because she screwed my hair but it was the speech made by our all time favorite Mr George Yeo. I’ve already tried to hold back my tears when he spoke to the people in the stadium; but alas, emotion has caught up with my rational senses when I saw his statement on Straits Times.
This May has been a difficult month for me. Not only did I have to endure the exam stress, apparently this election has got me so agitated and ignited that more recovery is needed to heal my broken heart. But who knows, maybe (once in a while having) some heartache might be good for my body….
And…. Regarding the hot topic - Nicole S, initially I didn’t like her as she was up against Mr Goh however after everything had ended, the things she has said and delivered just made me admired her more. Despite her age, she has proved herself as a worthy warrior because you just can’t discredit her. Likewise, as much as I wanted pap to win, I didn’t want Mr Chiam to leave potong pasir. I genuinely respect his passion for politics and determination to be the alternative voice for the citizen. His departure scarred by soul even further.
Haiz… this is just depressing…. We know you will be back :D
Anyway, it will be another long journey ahead for Singapore. Let’s progress as a nation and bring the best for the people. We’re on your back!
(How i felt for pap - well described by this pic)
Nostalgia,
Pearlyn
Thursday, May 5, 2011
What's up with the fuss?
Election Day is nearing and I’m disappointed that I’m not entitled to vote. While many count me lucky, I find it risky.
Although I’m not related to the PAP, I must say, my vote is for you and will always be for you – unless something screws the system up.
Think about it- in order to move fast, think fast and execute fast in this cycle of globalisation, we need a cooperative government to bring out the best for the people. If we allowed opposition to infiltrate the parliament, will the country loses its focus? Well, you may argue that I am being narrow-minded or pap has made successful propaganda on me, however, I have eyes and heart to judge their contributions. They can’t fabricate fairytale out of nowhere~
Another point I want to emphasis – Have you not enjoy any benefit from the country? Well...At the least, Singapore is a safe country and that should not be taken for granted.
AND When we look at the housing issue, it is a complex management. It is definitely not just a Singapore problem, it is a global problem.
Take a country that is similar to us – Hong Kong
How would you feel if you are a newlywed in Hong Kong, do you think that there are better off schemes comparable to us?
Salary issue
Yes, that’s the price for being monitored like a celebrity. Have you seen a MP clubs? Could he? He might even need bodyguards when he wants to take a loo. Any misconduct from the government will result in dire consequences. However, since the people have voiced out their concerns about the salary issue, it would be imprudent to leave it unanswered.
Well, recently I have heard irresponsible remarks from young people which made me very agitated and sad because they want to experiment their votes and jeopardize the result.
>> Because I know they are going to win the election,
that’s why I’m voting the opposition party to pull down the percentage….
Fair enough if you chose to believe in the opposition parties, if not please be a responsible citizen. The development of the country is at stake, for goodness sake! Am I exaggerating? No, I’m dead serious about it.
Something that I wanna share –
Ytd, I took a cab back home and this very grandfatherly taxi uncle talked about how he landed in this taxi job. mmm...He was supposed to be a retired man, but the government suggested that he should re-employed. Hence they offered to pay the taxi examination fees for him upon his graduation. So he guessed that the government is indeed taking care of the ppl's welfare. Furthermore, the fees are fully waived, so why not learn another skill?
On the other hand, people might argue that people from other countries can live off pension and so why we can’t follow the model? By now, hope you understand why we don’t follow that.
All and All… the vote is absolutely yours. Make your best choice :D
I love my country Singapore :D
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
what's up duck?
Pearlyn
Friday, April 15, 2011
sawatdii wan pii may phaa
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
and it's telling me that i'm about to win FIRST prize!
- too lonely huh?
Thursday, March 24, 2011
caUse yoU feel like paradise and i need a vacation tonight
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Shattered piece of Soul
as i begin this post, i knew some things have changed.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Passing your strength to help you grow~
Kimi ga iru kara: Because You're Here [Most classical! I mean, it's the 1st OP for Kindaichi so for hardcore fans like me, it is IMPRINTED into my brain! Because *Kindaichi* was Here (throughout my childhood)]
愛はなぜ この地球にうまれるの?人はなぜ 傷つけるくせに 許されたいの?- Why does love exist in this Earth? Why do people hurt others, but want to be forgiven?
2 persons: 1st ED for the anime! and you can't MISS this because you simply can't! Rie sang this beautifully with her gentle voice. After hearing this song, don't you feel like you are missing that someone special right now? :D
Friday, March 4, 2011
A Little Secret About Me [Mario Maurer]
Movie is my drug. Watching movies is an action of my addiction.
And watching a damn awesome (in my opinion) movie is like, how the drug has kicked in, relieving my addiction. I don’t know how I should put this feeling into words anymore because this feeling is beyond words. It is probably the kind of feeling I’ve been yearning for, searching for and pursuing for. Haiya.. HOW TO DESCRIBE THIS FEELING?! I’M SO EXCITED ABOUT IT! It’s like….. falling in LOVE! AHHH! YES! That’s the feeling! Falling in love!
I guess I’ve found the reason why I love to watch movies so much. Every good (must be extremely good) movie that I have watched has given me this good feeling. It is a feeling that I want to shout it OUT loud; it is a special moment that I want to share with the whole world and jumps around! I know it might sound crazy! But… I almost forgot this feeling until I found this thai movie called a crazy little thing called love. I'm sure that you have watched a movie before and there are many interesting movies past our eyes but only those that made an impact would continue to leave their special footprint in our sous right [chay may]?
For me.......... My soul is no longer free because I’m trapped in the stories told in the movies and my mind has became the victim in this game. CAN YOU FEEL what I’m FEELING right now?! It’s too overwhelming! The desire to love P’SHONE gets magnified as the movie proceeded. I know it’s a movie. However, I’m dramatic and being me means getting emotional at the wrong time is the way of my life.
Above ARE MY NONSENSES! Hahaha… after typing so much stuff, it would be heartbreaking to delete them all so I shall leave it up there. What I’ve typed above is about my confession to good movies, especially the one that I’ve just finished watching. Honestly, I think Thai movies are awesome. The very first Thai movie that I’ve watched was Beautiful Boxer, and its impact to me was so great that it somehow changed me a little from my past self. This new movie was perhaps my number 5-6 Thai movie but unlike the first that sorta of creates a wooha out of my life, this one nourishes my soul, my well-being as a whole and kept me building castles in the air. In the near future, I might forget the existence of this movie despite claiming all the love received from the movie, but I know tonight I’m gonna place it deep inside my heart. This indulgent and obsession feeling may perhaps robbed my sanity yet indisputably, I felt spiritually contented. And IF my love is wrong, who has the right to judge me?
In the end, the most important fact that stood valid today (in 2 hrs time it would not be valid) is, I’m in LOVE with the movie – P’SHONE [Mario Maurer] > It’s like… how to not like Ashton Kutcher?
Speaking of Mario and Ashton, I think both are talented actors/models and have been through a lot in this entertainment biz with astonishing achievements. Inevitably, I’m very jealous about them not just because they are talented and awesomely hot (oopss hehex), but also because they represent new age men with sense packaged in timeless fashion.
Conclusion (note: this is a conclusion for me and not about the whole silly post)
Mario has opened another door to my inner world. Although the cruel fact is that P’SHONE is just an imaginary figure, he may and (P’SHONE!) will always stay in my mind. (for v v v long period of time before he gets replaced).
Falling love is not that hard, but it’s just a matter of………………………….. khray. (hahaha)
Chan rak thaae, kwaycay may kha? Mario kap P’shone, khray lor kwaa kan kha? Chan ch22p P’Shone, ca khun pen f33n dichan may? Nakrian. :D haha…
Sincerely,
Pearlyn